Hey there ! Yes, this dress is pretty, and I look great in it. I am aware. Thank you for the compliment, but I am rather tired of this kind of situation, nonetheless. Or rather, I am tired of being a bridesmaid. Sure, the first time I was asked, it was an honor. After all, I am a transwoman and that could have shocked a lot of people. Especially here in Utah. But I’ve got an amazing group of friends. The second time was also amazing and way less stressful. But by the third time, it’s become tiresome. Oh I am happy to do it, it’s just that at this point, it’s impossible not to be envious of the bride and to wish that I was at her place. And I know that I should not feel that way. But at 33 years old, it’s becoming harder and harder to do so.
It’s also why I am staying anonymous for now. Call me Helena. I am located in Provo, Utah in Utah County (I know it’s confusing) about 45 miles south of Salt Lake City. I am a loving, caring and generous person (yes despite what I revealed about my recent episodes of jealousy). My friends love me, I am a more than decent dancer thanks to all those lessons, and I am a great cook too. Now, if only I could find a man who would love me enough to one day marry me. I’ve already made a list of potential bridesmaids for the big day.
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